What happend

What happened to me?
I used to smile.
I used to laugh.
I used to be happy.

And now I fake all that stuff.

I don't want to be like this.
Always sad.
Crying alone.
Keeping it to myself.

Because I don't want to be a drama queen.

I cry at night when no one is there.
I sit alone in class, so I could have a second to think.
I feel so sad and angry and depressed.
I don't know what to do.

I want someone to help me.

Yet when he asks whats wrong,
I put on a smile.
And even though I want to scream.
I say I'm fine.