Worthless

Ever had a day you wish you could rewind? On Friday, my two friends found my journal, which has all my secrets. My friends don't know I'm hurt and broken on the inside, because I hide it pretty damn well. And I wrote so many songs and poems about how I hate this life. How I hate that people get the easy run, while i'm suffering. How I hate everything.
They gave it back and my friend Emma said "I never knew you were like this." I replied with, "That's because I don't want anyone to know."
My other friend (who says he didn't read it, which is bullshit because I know he did, since he's the one who took it from me) he didn't say anything to me. All he asked was if he could sit next to me, but I was BEYOND pissed to I said no. I'm not mad at Emma though. Because my other friend took it and pretty much just shoved it in her face.